I hate myself today

I know hate is a strong word but that's how I feel today.

I am really pissed becos last yr i used 4 phones. 2 went funny and the other 2 were lost when my bag was stolen at Clarkes shoe shop on oxford street in london in the summer. So of course i bought another phone in July, then the phone started acting up in december and i refused to change it bcos of how much i had spent on phones in the whole yr. then i managed it even though it was a pain in the behind. but in january when we were going to abuja for a retreat i figured it was important to not use a messed up phone there so i bought a cheap 5k phone to take with me through the retreat. then guess what happened the 5k phone died on me, i tried everything and it wont come on and then i tried to revert back to the other phone number 1 and that didn't come on either so i had 2 dead phones in abuja, what a coincidence. so i rush downstairs to the MTN store to buy another 5k phone, so that is how by january i had bought 2 phones. then my dad's driver said his phone was stolen so i gave him one of the 5k phones and reverted back to phone number 1 as i had gotten someone to somewhat fix it, then it started acting up again anyway then my mum got concerned cos they couldn't reach me so she was convinced that the phones sold in nigeria weren't the same quality so she got my dad to buy me a phone in london and so he did but it was a sony ericson which i had never used b4 so i took my time, and just kept it aside and then a colleague convinced me to buy a blackberry since i was always on the go and so i did- so by february i had bought 3 phones but after using the blackberry for a week i realised it was not for me esp after the battery died and the phone didn't come on till the next day hmmm so in annoyance repacked the blackberry and reverted to the phone dad gave me- that is phone number 4 right? and guess what i just lost it. Amidst the credit crunch and tight budgets. now this is why i am angry, i was complaining of last yr but this yr is only march and see what has happened with me and phones. that's why i am pissed off at no one but myself cos i think the phone must have dropped off when i rushed out of my car yesterday evening. the phone is pretty light so if it fell i don't think i would have noticed.

Today I get to MTN in the morning to get a new sim card, I have not decided what I am going to do about the phone. I still haven't sold the blackberry but I have a feeling I will be angrier if I revert back to using it. and guess what? at the MTN counter they ask for my ID card and yours truly cannot find her driver's license! i am angry, pissed off but the worst thing is that i am angry at myself! no driver's license! when did i lose that one! turned my wallet upside down and nothing! ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhh!